There was something unnerving about the way he stood there.
He was calm and quiet; a relentless specter, bashing my forehead again, and again.
How could someone who was so violent be so silent? How could someone so desperate be so compliant?
I spoke and he listened. Without so much as a tilted head, he accepted my decree, and slipped away.
Why did I expect more? Why did I desire more? Why did I need more?
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I had never loved before. I would not again.
I had never deserted myself. I would not return.
I had never surrendered. I had whispered foolish things in her ear. Wisps of eternity, lies that I had thought to be true.
She spoke and I listened. Without so much has a tilted head, I accepted her decree, and I slipped away.
Why did I surrender? Why did I retreat? Why did I need more?
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